ow

I woke up in the night with pain in my left ear, where I got my new piercings. I just thought I accidentally layed on it the wrong way or something, since I cant lay on them at all since they are healing, etc. I was just so tired I went back to sleep. When i woke up it was still hurting, and when I felt it I felt crusty stuff so i went and looked in the mirror. There was blood all over my ear, neck, and side of my face. It actually looked pretty cool, I should have taken a picture. Anyways, so I examine my ear close up and its just a bloody gross swollen mess and I cant even see my glass plug at all. Its like buried inside my ear at an angle, and glued in there with blood. I tried moving it and it was seriously stuck. I began to panic. I ended up having to soak my ear in a cup of hot water for a half an hour to loosen it. Even then, when I took it out fresh blood started pouring everywhere, and I had nursing lab in a half hour. I barely got it to stop in time to leave. It still looks kinda bloody. I am in pain. It is like throbbing with pain and so is my head. Dont any of you ever call me a wimp, fags.

I went to starbucks with some mens last night. I dont think they like me. One of them was particularly nice though, his name is Even, he goes to school with me. We have a good amount of things in common, especially musical taste. What weirds me out though is that like his screen name this is Kid E. Its super weird because Ive used that screen name before….its so odd to me for some reason. For those of you who arent radiohead fans or familiar with their albums, they have one called Kid A….and both our names start with E obviously so that is where it comes from. derr. Anyways that is weird but he seems cool.

I watched a crazy movie in class today. It was the true story of this chick who had 16 multiple personalities. For those of you how dont know much about it, people with multiple personalities (or to be correct, it is now called Dissociative Identity Disturbance) almost ALWAYS have a history of being severly abused. This girl like seriously had the worst things done to her, it was nuts….seriously. Things like cold water enemas, being hung from hooks by her arms, flashlights stuck in her vagina, and her mother had mangled her reproductive organs so badly that she couldnt even have kids. It was not just all that stuff though, even more. It was crazy. I cant believe its really a true story.

I hate walking in the rain. 

One Response to “ow”

  1. Steven Says:

    http://www.progoth.com/2003/08/25/stop-these-looks-and-letters/

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